Spills from my heart…
The past few days have been agonizing for me. I have never felt so sick in my life. Being an athletic person, I was depressed with my condition. You probably won’t believe but I can’t even climb a flight of stairs without panting! I was too breathless to discipline my active boy or to get him to obey instructions. It was taxing on my physical and mental being, I was seriously unwell.
I have been practising the Buteyko method since I discovered it last week. It was tough to improve my breathing with the impending asthma attacks. I almost wanted to give in to the drugs and inhaler. I was desperate. I was so sick that I couldn’t even peek through my mailboxes or carry anything too heavy.
Last two nights, I got down my knees, worshipped and prayed. For the first time, I began to understand that the detox I was going through wasn’t just about cleansing and rejuvenating my physical body, it was also a time of healing spiritually. I had neglected God’s power to heal and my faith in Him was weakened by this night cough that had been stucked with me for a long time.
This morning, I woke feeling good. The wheezing that was bothering me every now and then seemed to have stopped. I decided to embark on a full detox, started to do some simple strength building exercises and I was panting like the past few days. I knew something happened. A miracle took place and God has touched me in His mercy and love.
For the next 5-7 days, I will be on full detox with very strict diet constraints plus adding some needed supplements to build up those sick cells again. I seldom post my health condition in this blog but I can’t help but to share with you what He has done for me.
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Praise God that you are better. May He bless you with continued healing!
Thanks, Lillie – I know He will
July 5th, 2007 at 2:34 pmHi, Doris, hope you are much better…;D
Sometimes,we just have to let go and let HIM take care of it when it situation seems out of hand.I have to say that I am glad I am blessed by God.
I will just tell Him,”God, please take this..and this..from me. You are taking care of it now.” And, YES, miracle does happen. I believe in miracle…;D
Thanks for sharing, Vedis. Such a comfort to know He is in charge of everything
All we need is to let go and let Him.
July 6th, 2007 at 11:58 amI’m so glad that you are feeling better.
Yea, thanks, Angela.
July 7th, 2007 at 11:41 pm